I've never written one of these so I figured I would try it.

What to say..
Well I have bipolar and it's been hitting me pretty hard lately. Recently broke up with my boyfriend because he was treating me like crap. And I miss him. But I know it's better this way. And none of my 'friends' are really talking to me. They are too busy getting drunk and high. And I'm confused. Hurt. Lost. And I want to scream but I can't seem to do it. My brother is the only one there, but his girlfriend is going through hell and he needs to be there for her. So I'm on too many meds, I have insomnia and am borderline MPD oh and my best friend is invisible ^.^ I am fked up but aren't we all. My real life best friend I love to death though. He's been with me through everything and won't ever let me go through things alone. Kinda sucks that he's gay though XD but ah well. Life sucks, it's so fking hard but we get through very slowly. I am slowly getting over my alcohol, weed and cutting addiction. We can only get to the top of the world once we crawled to it from the bottom.

To all my friends on DA I love you and hope you all can find the strength to make it through each day <3